I.CAN;T.SAY.IT...ATLEAST.NOT.YET

I probably won't get tired reading his messages. I feel something I never dared think about much more say out loud even to my friends, most specially to him who I know have been wanting to hear it from me since it all started. I feel it. I think about it. I think I know it... I just can't bring myself to say it....

I have to be certain.. I might be mistaken..