Kuala Lumpur-Singapore Getaway Part2

On the way to Singapore.

Alone again.. see si manong indian pa ang nakatabi ko... buti na lang malakas Aircon. hehe.

In Singapore we stayed at Holiday INN atrium.



Kung gaano ka warm yung staff sa Crowne Plaza, ganun naman ka dead-ma yung mga tao sa Holiday Inn sa Singapore. My friend cathy said ganun daw talaga mga Singaporean. Hay.. Sabi din nun Supervisor ko na si Mike marami pang kakainin ang mga Singaporeans para mapantayan ang mga Pinoy sa larangan ng pagiging hospitable.. Tsk Tsk. Sobrang nakakapanibago...


We stayed I think 6 days in Singapore..

pero ala kami masyado napuntahan e.. Basta umikot ikot lang kami.. sayang nga e.. siguro kasi meant ako na bumalik ng Singapore kasya hindi ko nilubos yung pasyal.. :)





Good thing si Con medyo nag mellow ng onti nun makarating kami ng Singapore.. which made me think na whatever made her act like that nun nas KL kami was probably because natatakot siya "maiwan" mag isa kasi kami ni Erin super close talaga kami... Si Erin siguro yung tao sa mundong Ito na kung bibilangin ang araw na magkasama kami siya yung pinaka marami.. :) Friend ko kasi siya since college pa e. So yun naisip ko baka naafraid si con na maiwan, e diyos ko naman, hindi ko naman gagawin yun noh! I guess di pa niya ako kilala ng lubos kung ganun nga yun reason for her attitude, kasi ako kahit nun college ba, pag me bago sa group or me taong sasabit sa lakad tapos hindi siya close sa kahit isa dun sa group, ako yun didikit dun sa taong yun para hindi siya ma out of place... tsk tsk. Hindi ba si Con nakakahalata na nag gi-give way ako sa kanila? sad thing about it is, She didn't think about what i would feel naman na laging naiiwan mag-isa... oh well here I go again.. Stop na. :)

Siguro pinaka highlight na ng punta ng Sg is yung panonood namin ng Songs of the SEa. Panalo. Na-enjoy ko talaga.. :)

I met up with Armand who is my friend from high school na madalas ko ding makasabay sa bus nun nag tatrabaho na kami... Hw was even willing na patirahin ako sa bahay niya wag lang ako umuwi ng Pilipinas.. he asked me how much did i bring for a pocket money.. I said 550 USD :) sabi niya tama na daw yun, pwede na akong di umuwi at mag hanap na lang ng work.. I said nagastos ko na yung ibang money... hehe. babalik na lang ako.. sana open parin bahay ni Armand for me that time... bahay Ni armand at ng GF niya... :)






Then Erin and I met up with Mike who was our former supervisor in ICT.

Fun times! That night na nagkita kami ni Mike was the same night na ininmbita nila Con si Armand na matulog sa hotel kapalit ng "pagkain".. Yes. Patay gutom kasi yung mga kasama ko.. hehe. natutuwa ako kasi click agad sila ng mga friends ko. Parang ala man lang nakaramdam ng pag kailang. Agad agad nag aasaran na. Me nabasa pa akong message ni Erin kay Armand sa Phone ko..

May plantsa dito, shampoo, sabon, pagkain lang ang wala! -Erin

Panalo talga si Erin mag message. Napa ka sweet. :)

Armand and Mike (in bathrobe) :) we made them wear that! :)

It was really fun seeing your friends who have known each other for the first time hitting it off quite well. Saya. Then nun finally pumayag si Armand na matulog sa hotel kapalit ng pagkain, Me and Erin was with Mike, siyempre di ko sinabi kay Arman d na wala kami sa Hotel kasi baka mag back out.Si Con ang naiwan sa Hotel so siya ang nagpaakyat kay Armand. Then sinama namin si Mike sa Hotel pauwi, we said "daan" ka muna, But he ended up staying until 12MN. hehe. Sarap kasama ni Mike! All expense paid! Hehe.


Nun nasa hotel na kami wala kaming ginawa kung hindi tumawa ng tumawa. Si Con, si Cathy na friend namin na nagwowork a AT3 na katabi lang ng HI atrium andun din, at si Armand. Sobrang saya, natakot nga ako kasi yung tawa namin, Tawang bigay na bigay, naisip ko baka ireklamo kami nun katabi naming room buti na lang mukhang they're on honeymoon, They don't mind na maingay yung kapit bahay nila. Hehe.







We also met and gained some friend through cathy, mga architects sa AT3. We met jun, mike, beth, wang, deana, etc...

Then the day before ng flight namin pauwi lumipat kami sa Crowne Plaza Changi Airport.

And we got the same reception that we got from CP Kuala Lumpur. Buti naman doon mababait mga tao.. at maraming pinoy sa CP Changi infairness! :)
Gannda nh Hotel. Adjacent talaga siya sa Changi Airport pero ala ka maririnig na ingay ng Airplane from inside the room... Danda!

Kuala Lumpur-Singapore Getaway Part 1

My vacation to Singapore really mattered so much to me, and what made it even more memorable was because I met Jayson during the time I was applying for my passport. He was also applying for his passport that time, kaibahan lang yung akin leisure, meaning babalik agad ako, yung kanya work- pangmatagalan. Well so much for that, it only makes me sad pag naaalala ko kasi gustong gutso ko marinig boses niya ngayon pero ala ako magawa... Lord help me.

my suitcase :)

Erin, JC and ME on the way to NAIA

Me, Erin and MAricon

Going back to our trip, we used Malaysia Air for our flight going to KL. It was fun actually. Good thing about it was may food na kasama so hindi kami nagutom e hindi pa kami kumakain ni Erin ng lunch since umalis kami ng bahay namin ng 12pm. If i can remember it right our flight was 3.45 pm. So by 1.45 andun na kami sa Airport.

Economy Class. Can't afford a First Class e./ :)

As a remembrance bumili kami ng Keychain ng Malaysia Air ang cute cute niya, battery operated na may ilaw at me tunog ng airplane na nag te take-off...

I was supposed to give it to Jayson but then war kami nun time na dapat ibibigay ko sa kanya yun.. :) kaya kay Marco na office mate ko na parang bata ko na lang binigay. I'm sure mae-enjoy niya yun.. :) Tsaka me kasalanan ako kay Marco that time din nga pala, so to compensate, I gave him the keychain...

This is Marco. He is an actor btw. Lumalabas siya minsan sa TV, pero di ko pa siya napapanood... Hindi siya kasama sa trip.. Hehe. Sabi niya susunod siya. He was asking for a Tshirt na pasalubong.. Then i told Erin na punta kami sa Mall para ibili si Marco ng shirt, hehe, pagdating namin ng Mall, nakalimutan na namin pareho si Marco! kaya wala siyang shirt pag uwi namin. :)

We reached Kuala Lumpur at around 9pm. My golly their airport was glistening. As in Literal na kumikintab. Suddenly parang nahiya ako bigla sa klase ng Airport na meron kami sa Pilipinas. Tama pala yung sinasabi ng DJ ng magic na si Grace Lee, she's a Korean and she goes back home to Korea every month. She's been living here in the Philippines for quite some time now, and ofcourse naging malapit na sa heart niya ang Philippines, that's why she has this innate concern sa bayan natin.. na sana daw pagandahin ng Govt ang Airport "natin" kasi yun ang unang unang nakikita ng dayuhan. Dun nila nakukuha yung first impression nila sa bansa natin.

At KLIA

Yung nakita ko sa Airport natin hindi talaga maganda... Mas maganda pa ang budget terminal ng Singapore kesa sa NAIA Terminal 3 na bagong bago... Hay...

We hired a Limo "hehe" sosyal.. :) from the Airport to Crowne Plaza Kuala Lumpur. It was worth around 90 RM and it was more or less an hour drive with no traffic. When we got to the hotel we were assisted thoroughly. They were all very nice. Sharifah, the front desk girl even offered us an extra bed for free since we are also an IHG employee. She was so sweet. And everytime during the night when we go back to the hotel, ofcourse we were always hand carrying some plastic bags with us, they would always greet us and throw jokes if we brought something back for them.


The guy who always cleans our room, we left a letter for him one day together with the "turones de casuy" which we brought from the Philippines. When we got back that night we also found a letter from him telling us to enjoy our vacation in KL. His name was Giuda, from Nepal. :)

Crowne Plaza Kuala Lumpur Keycard

Inside the hotel room.

This is our baon from the Philippines. :) Pang breakfast!

We bought a 24 hour ticket to the Hop on Hop Off bus which would travel every key attractions there is in KL. It was pretty worth it though because it lessens the hassle of approaching a local for any directions.

Pakistani Int'l Airline
Ala lang, nakita ko lang while naka sakay sa Hop on Hop off.

One thing that gave us a hard time in KL is that there are a lot of people who don't understand english. You approach a traffic officer and they'll leadyou towards the wrong direction because they can't understand you. You approach a passer-by and they can't even attempt even single english word. It's so different here in the Philippines that I think even someone who just finished grade school can still help you out if you're a foreigner in this country.

We went to Petronas Twin towers. We reached the building pretty late. According to my research you should be there as early as 7.30 to secure your ticket and to avoid disappointment. We were there 8.15 am, I thought we won't be able to get a ticket. because if we can't get in that day. We can't go back the next day because we will be going to Genting Highlands the following day.



Fortunately we got a ticket scheduled at 1.15 pm. We took the Hop on Hop off bus, went around KL for a couple of hours, then we ate lunch at KFC.

Ang KFC sa Malaysia Literal na Finger Lickin' Good kasi di ka nila bibigyan ng tinidor. Usually hindi rin sinasamahan ng rice. At ang pinaka malungkot sa lahat, ang gravy nila for mashed potato lang.. hay.. malays, you are missing half of your life.. chicken with no gravy is a big no-no here in Pinas. Dyan kaya mabenta ang KFC dito...

Kung ako lang masusunod I would like to try their local foods. Minsan lang naman 'tong trip na'to, di ko nga alam kung mauulit pa so gusto ko sana itry, kaya lang yung mga kasama ko mejo, ewan diko maintindihan si COn... she' seems different pag nasa Office at nun time na nag-ta travel kami.. one thing I didn't like about that trip was I was left alone most of the time....

Let me explain.. It was me, Con and Erin on that trip. I was the one who planned everything. From the date of departure to the length of travel. It was all me. It was me who researched everything. But on that trip, it was only Con who calls the shot. She decides and that's it. Naalala ko tuloy before kami mag book ng plane ticket ang gutso niya i book yung Malaysia air ng 2 way. meaning we have to go back KL para makauwi ng Pilipinas. She decided about it without even asking me if it was ok. But ofcourse I decided against it kasi unang una first time niya mag tingin ng rate tapos gusto agag niya yun na. Samantalang 3 mos kong binatayan ang rate ng MH at pinagaralan yung iteneraries namin tapos biglabigla babaguhin niya? diba respeto man lang sana... ni hindi man lang niya naisip yung hassle ng pagbalik ng KL just because ayaw niyang sumakay sana ng Cebu pacific pauwi.. Anyway, hindi talaga ako pumayag kasi talagang maling diskarte yun kaya ako ang nasunod... wala naman problema sa akin yung argument, basta maayos lang sasabihin... pero ay nako, talaga, don't ever snap at me maghahalo binalatan sa tinalupan. :)

Im mabait. pero may mood swing din ako. Pag natyempohan mo, goodluck sayo... :_

Don't get me wrong, it was not like as if i want them to follow my lead or something but she doesn't have to snap at me when im talking right? I don't know with her. She made me feel like I did something wrong to her that Im not aware of ,the day of our departure we were all ok pa e. Very mapagbigay akong kaibigan. If you want something and you wanna do it your way, that's fine with me. Pero when im expressing my opinion don't talk as if ang "bobo" ko.. i deserve some respect for freaking out loud. o ayan lumalabas ang sama ko ng loob na never ko nai-express since makabalik kami.. I wonder why she was soo indifferent to me that time. Sa office kasi very timid siya e. Very submissive. Kaya medyo na "culture shock" ako sa kanya.. SA aming tatlo ako ang "common denominator" ni Con and Erin. Meaning they were not friends. Naging friends sila beacuse friends ko sila pareho and because of that trip. Kasi ako close ako sa kanila pareho, so the usual ako, hinahayaan ko silang dalawa na magkasama... but no one between them even considered na iniiwan na nila ako minsan. There was never a bus ride na me katabi ako.. None. Diba nakakatampo naman yun? Sana kahit isang beses lang may isang nag kusa man lang sa kanila na mag-give up ng seat para may katabi ako... konting sacrifice naman diba? wala lang nakakainis lang na parang naging selfish sila.. I mean we're still friends. Aaminin ko na ang sama ng loob ko kay Con lang. Kay erin, wala. Kasi sometimes nakikita ko umuupo siya ng hiwalay para tatlo kami na hiwahiwalay ng upo.. Oh well enough of this.. :) Con and I are Ok now, we never talked about this pero ngayon back to normal na siya.. :) pero lam mo yun.. parang ayaw ko na siyang makasama ulit pag nag out of the country ulit ako.. :)

So going back, we went back to Petronas Towers at 1.15 pm. Me film showing muna before kami pinaakyat sa Bridge. We were given a 3d glasses by the way for the film showing. Then yun nga we went up 40 flrs to the sky bridge. I admit it was pretty disappointing kasi wala naman something different from it e. parang umakyat lang ako ng 40th flr ng RCBC plaza nun. :) E im working at 28th flr.. so parang araw araw ng buhay ko normal na yun saken. I thought kasi hanggat 80th something flr e. :) The only good thing about it is pwede mo nang sabihin na "I've been inside the Skybridge of the, once the tallest building on earth, Petronas Towers" :)

Visitor's ID in Petronas

3d shades yan for the film showing.

Then we went to Genting Highlands the next day. We took the bus through the Puduraya Bus terminal. It was around 45 mins away from KL. The road was quite zig zaggy type, it was fun though, kahit again solo na naman ako sa upuan sa Bus. It was actually nun pauwi na kami from genting na talagang nag clash kami ni Con. Hindi talaga ako kumibo. Pero kasi hindi ako matiisin na tao e. Di ko pa rin siya natiis at kinausap ko pa rin siya nun makabalik na kami sa KL...

Puduraya Bus terminal

Ice Kimo. I don't know what this is. We ate this while we were waiting for the bus.

Cable Car to Genting Highlands. Genting is about 2000ft above sea level, and this cable car is travelling about 3.4 KM.

2.15 am. This is our usual bedtime since the sky is still clear at 7.30 pm in Malasia.
We're headed to SG tomorrow...

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i miss you..

undefinable...

sept8.2008
9.30pm


maybe they're about 42,000 feet above the ground now like what the pilot would always announce in the middle of the flight.. Oh gosh i miss him already...


those of you who might be reading my post might get confused as to what really our relationship is like, it's really magulo. but from the last talk that we had, oh well it wasn't really a "serious" talk about us but we still talked anyway.. i gathered that maybe i just misinterpreted his actions. maybe he was just different from most people. maybe... maybe... and again there is HOPE.

We talked on the phone before he left... We never got the chance na magkita kanina kaya nagusap na lang kami sa phone.. I went to manila because I had to give him something, he said "me pinapapirmahan lang sa amin. Intayin mo ako pls." I was there 1.30. His was told his flight was 3pm. I waited. 2pm. Waited Still. 2.30. Waited still. I knew he wasn't coming but I waited still... 2.45 when I decided to leave. I can still remember how the jollibee guy looked at me. I don't know what he was thinking. But i noticed he was always smiling at me. Maybe he saw me making too many attempts to call on my phone but would end up slamming my clam phone together. Maybe he knew no one was answering on the other end.And again for too many times, he was looking and smiling at me. Somehow I felt relieved. I didn't know him. But his gesture calmed me. It was like as if he was telling me "don't worry he is coming".

at 2.45 pm I went to the nearby goldilocks to buy "sago't gulaman" ... then i noticed there is a missed call on my phone. THere it said "BAD HABIT". My jayson... I called him back...Immediately after he answered the phone he said sorry and parang mauubusan ng oras he said "mahal na mahal kita" ng paulit ulit.

We talked pretty long. If only we can stay on the phone forever. If only he won't have to leave... But then, I knew he needs that. For himself. For his family.And hopefully for us. :)

I cried on the phone. Sheesh. Can't help it kasi I thougt he'll leave without talking to me. And my heart sunk when he told me "sorry kung ninakawan kita ng halik nun huwebes a. Gustong gusto nga kita yakapin e". Then I asked him "bakit di mo ginawa?" Then he said "sabi mo kasi "hindi na tayo..." Sana pala ginawa niya..KAsi gustong gusto ko rin siya i-hug ngayon..

Then he also said na mag-ingat ako lagi. He said "thank you" too many times. He said he won't forget me. He said na sana itext ko parin at tawagan paminsan minsan parents at mga kapatid niya sa baguio..para kahit pano di mawalan communication namin.. THEn sabi niya ibinilin din daw niya na lagi din daw nila ako itext kasi siya baka mahirapan siya minsan i-contact ako kasi minsan buwan ang binibilang ng hindi nag da-dock yung barko... He said babalik siya...

Then I spoke with his Uncle Cayetano. Tito Cayetano said they'll be gone for 3 yrs. he asked me If I can wait for Jayson... I said "YES".

I said YES. Kahit officially hindi naman kami that time... Pero parang again hindi naman kami nagbreak kasi paulit ulit niyang sinabi kanina "mahal na mahal kita"...***sigh***

mahal ko rin siya...

His uncle's question seems to have paved the way for Me and Jayson to get back together..

Yes kami na ulit.

Right after I spoke with his uncle I told Jayson that I'm willing to give it another shot. I wanna give it another shot Because I love him. I asked Jayson what he would have to say about it. He said he never even considered breaking up with me in the first place. Hindi pa siya give up. Kaya daw pag nakikipag break ako, hindi siya nag re-react... I'm glad.

That is so him. You break-up with him, then the next time you talk it will be as if kayo pa rin...siya, na nag sasabi sayo ng plans niya three years later... Siya, na manghihingi ng kiss sa phone. Siya, na mag A-ilove you... Hay. I miss him already.

Hanggang sa makasakay ako ng bus magkausap kami. He was even planning for the future... Na mag iipon kami pareho... At pagbalik niya, bibili siya ng Kotse at pupuntahan niya ako at pupunta kami sa kanila sa Baguio.

Sabi ko sa kanya baka magpunta ulit ako ng singapore... next year. At baka dun ako mag work... He even told me na dun na kami magpakasal... this is not the first time he told me that.. una nag kwento nito sa akin MAMA niya.
Tinanong daw kasi nun pinsan nila na si CHAYA si Jayson kung ano pangarap niya.. Then sumagot daw si Jayson, seryoso yung pagkakasagot. Ang Sabi daw ni Jayson pangarap niya na magkalupa at sasakyan tapos mag-aasawa na siya. Then nagtanong Daw si CHAYA kung kanino naman siya magpapakasal the sabi daw ni Jayson "Kanino pa, e di kay Pia".

Kausap ko ang mama ni Jayson sa Phone nun kinukwento niya yun. It seems that she was happy naman with Jayson's answer. She even said na nun kinuwento daw sa kanya yun ni Chaya ang nasabi daw niya e "ay naku talaga ba? ay naku sige ipag pray natin na sana magtuloy tuloy na..."

Before I left for Singapore dati, bago kami magboard kausap ko rin si Jayson sa phone na mejo pahapyaw niyang sinabi sa akin na pagbalik niya after three years...

Dati magkausap kami nabanggit din niya na magpakasal kami...May mga iba pang instances before na binabanggit niya. Minsan dinadaan sa biro...

At kanina inulit na naman niya sabihin sa akin. Sabi ko OO. :)

He has plans. Im happy na kasama ako...:) And i don't care whether he meant it that time or not. Ang importante sa akin ng mga panahon na yun, masarap at masaya ang pakiramdam ko... tsaka ko na lnag iisipin yung bukas...

It's too early to talk about marriage.Maraming pwedeng mangyari... I know. But at this point, you can only dream about it. And hope that it materializes....

I know it's too early to plan for the future. But that's what people in love do. Diba? It's not as if im raising my hopes too high. Im just happy with how our conversation went kanina.. Still we don't know what's in store in the future.. maaaring nasabi lang niya yun kanina because kanina ramdam na ramdam niya na mahal niya ako at maaaring pag matagal niya ako di nakita magfade na lang yung love na yun... pero diba, there is always a possibility na mahal talaga niya ako at mapanatili niya yung kung ano man feelings meron siya para sa akin? That's why Im giving it a shot. For the last time.

Somehow deep inside i feel that we have created a very special connection to each other. Even if until now di ko pa rin alam plan ni lord para sa amin. Pero dati naisip ko na, na, ito yung binigay na chance ni lord sa amin ni Jayson. It's up to us how we're going to work our way around it. kung papabayan namin, then it's our fault. Kung nagpabaya kami, then maybe we're not meant for each other kasi sinayang namin yung chance na binigay sa amin.. that's why hanggang ngayon...im fighting for it. Kasi ayokong dumating yung time na magsisi ako kasi di ko binigay lahat.


Im sad kasi kahit naman siguro sino na naiwan nakakaramdam ng lungkot e. Ako pa kaya na ganto ang posisyon sa buhay niya... Pero masaya rin ako for him kasi alam ko, this job will be an instrument for his dreams to be realized.

NAtatandaan ko the first time na makausap ko si MAMA ni Jayson. Kasi tatawag daw sila sa akin kasi gusto ako makausap.. this is one thing that I like about our realtionship kasi kahit di pa kami nagkikita ng pamilya niya, they seem to really like me. And yes I really like them too. :)

Naaalala ko my conversation with his MAMA. Kasi sabi sa akin ng mama niya, si Jayson daw talaga yung "sakit" nila sa ulo. Oh well, that I can see. Si jayson kasi yung typical na lalaki na carefree. Very free spirited. Oh well atleast that's how I see him e. Then sabi niya sa akin na sana ako na lang daw sana yung mag pasensiya kay Jayson. Na sana pagkatiwalaan ko na lang daw siya (jayson), at maniwala ako sa sinasabi niya... SAbi ko OPO. Then I also told her na "BILIB" ako kay Jayson.

Kanina before we said goodbye I don't know buthe asked me what did i like about him... I said "wala". I was a bit embarrased to answer him s so instead I just said "di ko nga alam e. E ikaw, anu nagustuhan mo sa akin?" The he said O sige ako na lang, ako na lang..." "Gusto ko sayo...chubby (sabay tawa), maganda, mabait..."

I knew the answer to his question. Pero kanina di ko masabi, siguro kasi parang ang onti ng oras namin, tapos pareho pa namin alam na malapit ng ma-empty yung battery ng phone niya.. infact kanina nung naputol yung call, nakitext siya dun sa katabi niya para sabihin sa akin kung bakit nadisconnect... First time. Kahit sa kapatid niya parang labag ang loob niya na makitext. It somehow goes to show na siya siguro yung tipo na ayaw ng nakakaabala sa kapwa niya hanggat maari... pero kanina, nakitext siya dun sa katabi niya sa upuan... Sobrang naapreciate ko yun...

Going back to his question... Ofcourse alam na alam ko yung sagot ko dun...

For some reason I feel that "I can see through him".

Despite his being pasaway, I can see the gentleness. I can see the goodness. I can see someone who is passionate. Someone who is driven. Someone who is sweet. Someone who is a dreamer. Someone who is full of potential. Someone who is loving. Someone who is funny. Someone who is a child. Someone who can make something of himself someday...

For some reason naniniwala talaga ako sa kakayanan niya... Naniniwala ako na if given the chance kaya niyang gawin at tuparin lahat ng pangarap niya sa buhay...

I believe in HIM.

SAna someday makita ko pag naging successful na siya.. Kasi pag andun pako nun ibig sabihin kami pa rin. :)

Sana nga...

My Boo

I really can't stay mad at him. Just the other day I went out to see him. We talked as if nothing happened. Well, parang ala naman talaga nangyari e. :) I learned on that day that he wasn't really giving up like what I thought.. Oo nga naman sinabi nga naman niya sa text "basta ako nandito lang lagi para sayo".. yun pala ibig sabihin nun. Funny but a day after we saw each other I feel weird again like I want to get back together with him. If I'll be honest with myself, that is the truth. Drat. Here I go again, the Hope thing. Damn.

He even told me that "3 years..."

He meant that after three years he want me and him...

Eto na naman siya.. acting as if I didn't break up with him... if only I can turn back on my words again.. kung pwede sana mag pretend din ako na hindi naki pagbreak... coz, damn i wanna give it another shot.

And ganda sana sa pakiramdam. Na merong taong gusto kang makasama kahit hindi pa niya alam kung ano ang mangyayari bukas.. Ang sarap pakingggan na merong taong inaanticipate ang "three years later" na kasama ka... Pero pero pero, BUT WHAT ABOUT THOSE DAYS INBETWEEN NOW AND THREE YEARS LATER? How can I see the future if we can't even fix our relationship now... Hindi naman pwedeng blangko yung relationship namin tapos to be continued na lang after three years.. know what i'm saying? Kung ngayon na andito lang kami pareho sa Pilipinas hindi constant yung commnunication namin, anu pa kaya pag umalis na siya... and I really can't carry on like that. I want somethin REAL. CONSISTENT. CONSTANT. COMMITMENT. Im not getting any younger and I can't put my life on hold to something that is not there... I don't mind waiting. I can wait. But I can only wait for someone who is in love with me...

Gusto kong malibang

I got myself a new gadget. Hehe. I bought IPOD classic 80g kahapon. Bigla ko lang naisip nun mapadaan ako sa electroworld... hay. :)