i will miss you...

last monday my friend got term already.sobrang bilis. and i felt really bad that she was not even given the chance to resign.. oh my, she's gonna loose a lot. termination would mean no back pay and its already september. meaning she's stayed most of the yea in this company and yet she aint get anything at the year end. that was so bad. although im not defending her, coz whatever her reason was, it was still wrong. but even if she was wrong, if i were the team manager i would do everything in my power atleast to lighten her punishment from termination to forced resignation. i don't wanna judge our tm because i know it was hard for her just the same. but i don't really have any idea if she even attempted not to defend the agen but atleast "mapababa" man lang yung sintensiya. that was funny. i mean the terminology i used. weird. i am weird.

basta i still feel bad. we miss her. we love her despite what happened. and i sure hope she's here coz we miss her everyday.

i realized na sometimes, the intensity of pain due to parting really depends on the circumstances. like i had friends who resigned and we no longer work for the same company but it was easier to accept kasi choice nila na umalis. hindi napilitan lang. pero kung hindi naging maganda yung reason why you were forced to leave, ang hirap tanggapin.. we're not really the best of friends, we're not really super super close but i had a hard time accepting what happened to her. and the saddest thing is we can't do anything for her also. wala kaming say...

dear we miss you..

fraudulent?

just last thursday our team just delivered the most shocking of all news. one of us is under an investigation due fraud. it makes me sad knowing one of my team mates does fraudulent activities. i mean, come on, you gotta play fair! but then again, surprisingly i have an idea who that person can be. i know for sure it wasn't me because i just don't believe in it, know what i mean? how can you be happy if you know that you achieved those statistics or standing because you cheated. call me righteous but im just not the type of person whou would risk my credibility just because of some numbers or even money.

i was looking at that person while we were at the meeting room. that person was laughing all right but there were pauses in between those laughters and that person would just suddenly turned quiet. i mean i don't wanna judge that person right away. but i've heard some stories about that person before. person, person,person. i just don't wanna mention any name here. or even identify if its a he or a she, you know. i just don't want to hurt someone else's feelings, and besides its not confirmed yet. i just hope that that person won't get terminated. i hope that atleast he/she will be given the chance to resign, be it a forced resignation or not atleast, he/she can still resign so that person can still get his/her back pay or something.

right after we went out of the meeting room area i told that person " lam mo *** na-paparanoid nako.."

thats what i told that person even if i was confident that it wasn't me because who knows, for some freak accident or unexplainabale event it happened to be me??? but anyways, this is how that person replied..

"oo nga e. ako pa naman, book ng book pah naiiinis nako"

i heard it clearly. but i didn't comment on it. i was so afraid that it was like confirming my thoughts. and i was also afraid to asked her so he/she might just blurted it out and i wouldn't know how to handle the situation. but then isn't that a clear message that that person was doing some fraud bookings?

i just hope and pray for the best. i love that person she is my friend. i just love her and i just don't wanna give up on her.

i hope my team manager will have the guts to defend her though she is on the wrong side. that's what mothers do. they punish you for your mistake but they will not let go of you. ever.

my prison break in IHG

i have just completed our annual physical exam yesterday.. damn, i was nervous. it was actually our last day to complete that. the moment i got inside grepa life ( that is the clinic inside RCBC PLAZA) i immediatelly saw prison break. prison break, just to let you know is my crush in the office. (yuck, crush!) hehe.. of all people bakit siya pa yung makakasabay ko. i was really embarassed that he was there as well... so i guess that was the reason i didn't see him in the office upstairs.. he was supposed to login 1400 mnl, see i know his schedule.. anyways, going back to my embarassing moment, there on the lounge section of grepa life clinic was also the area where your blood pressure, height and weight are taken. O.M.G.

OMG talaga. as in super. kakahiya kaya... dyahe.

maybe he was thinking.. maybe she's highblood... oh, for sure she's just standing three feet flat... darn right she's wighing 200lbs.

OMG. its my own fault. i should've completed it last week. but hey, at the end of the day, i dont give a damn about what he thinks of me.


***sigh***


earlier this morning on my way to work i just happened to be seated next to the most abnoxious, chauvinist, ungentleman old man on earth. darn. he angered me alot. lucky him im not a war freak. i feel sad about meeting someone who was so selfish. i was seating on the bus and he won't even sit properly just to make me feel comfortable. hey! im paying alright. its not as if he owns the bus or something. he doesn't even own the seat so why occupy the entire seat? he should have paid for two heads so that no one will seat beside him. darn, some other men are just born that way. the moment i got off the bus i was cursing him to hell. im sorry but earlier i hope that his boss would find fault in him. i hoped that he trips while he was getting off the bus. i hoped that he'll have a bad day ahead. it wasn't well done of me, i know. but that's what you usually do in a situation where you can't do anything save curse that person silently. and you know what, after i've cooled down, i wanna take back everything i said. i know i just got unlucky earlier.

my buddy meann is still not showing up. i mean she's been gone for 3 weeks and i miss her and i have no one to talk to in the office. siya lang yung pareho ko ng luch schedule so i've been eating alone for quite sometine now. i hope she gets well real soon...

let's get this started

i dunno, this started just as a simple what do you call it "past time"?
im at the office and im currently on my lunch.. well.. i took my lunch actually on my first fifteen minute break so theres nothing left for me to do anymore but this.. i guess i don't really know what i want to say here.. i really like www.coconuter.blogspot.com.. haha, now you don't know anymore what im talking about. don't listen to me.

you might wanna drop by that blog. it's pretty interesting.. though david pretty much confuses me. but i like him still. big time. that was a joke. guess i have no better things to say. im gonna drop by again when i have time.ciao!